She knows me more than I know myself. I know we argue& I wish we didn’t. She came into my life& I wouldn’t be here breathing if she wasn’t one of the reasons.
Bestfriends, sisters, love
That one person.
That one person that you never forget. Who’s in the back of your mind all the time. You think of them, but they don’t care to think about you. If only there was hope to believe that by some ounce of faith God will put you once again on my path simply because you’re all I love all I know. My first love. Everything you said or did the memories follow. I catch myself crying or talking to myself about all the mistakes I made how if only I could just take it back. I love you does that mean anything does it? I want to hold you and kiss you once again. I wear your sweater in hopes that I could lay upon your chest and listen to your heartbeat. I don’t understand what it is that I want from you. You did nothing for me. When you said you loved me though I felt it I believed it. I know you ment it. I pray for you and your family and hopes they get better I worry about you. As long as you walk the earth I’ll feel love for you and ill probably continue to cry. I just want you to know maybe God can come into your heart and maybe lead onto one anothers paths. I wish on every star. When I was with you by your side every night I prayed to God before we fell into a deep sleep I said God I pray to you I’m going to marry this man someday I promise. I hate breaking my promises. God why didn’t you want me happy and to marry this man. I loved him. It must be a plan. I hope my heart is part of the plan and not just me. I love you Goodnight.
